A letter of love.
Good evening my dearest darlings, I'm back in honour of the birthday of our greatest achievements birthday, The NHS is turning 70. I'm here to simply say my thanks. A quick catch up, Right now I'm sat in my bedroom, (in my pants due to this wonderful climate) , next to my favourite flowers, sat upon my new, hand painted vase with all my favourite songs on in the background. I've settled in extremely well in my job. I've met some amazing characters and I've passed my probation. I'm still drinking, albeit more responsibly, I'm still clean and I'm still doing so, so well. Granted, I've not managed to do some of the things I designed , but I've still had the best spring/summer I can remember in such a long time. I've just signed a new tenancy agreement and paid the deposit to jump back into a life that has terrified me for so long. I'm finally at a place where I can somewhat trust myself to be able to survive, and fucking thrive, in m...